I get it. I do. It’s just a crazy way how the body works.
I’m sorry for not telling you I’ve been sick but..from now on, will you help me try to recover? :/ At least until they find out what’s wrong with me..
I haven’t seen you do any acting…and maybe it’s a good thing…
Damn it Phil. You could had told me you was sick. Something could be really wrong with you and you could be…urgh. I mean I support you that you left WWE cause I agree with you on what they’re doing. So many guys working their asses off so they could get overshadowed by part timers. I get it but what I don’t support of you not telling me about your health issues.
I didn’t want you to worry, John.. I thought maybe if I fixed my diet a little, it might help. I should’ve told you.. So you could help but.. I didn’t want you to feel burdened with taking care of me along with your schedule the way it is.. *looks down*
Sometimes I wonder if I’m making the right decision for myself and my health.. Especially if it means leaving Johnny behind.. :/
Punky, I get it. You’re doing this for your health and you want to get away from this bullshit of what they’re doing. I understand. I mean yes I’m selfish that I won’t have you around me backstage anymore but I want you to be happy again and quitting WWE makes you happy then I’ll support your decision.
I’m just fucking frustrated, Johnny.. I just wanted one thing before I retired and that was to main event Wrestlemania but no..I got overlooked by a 40 year old that can barely move in the ring anymore.. I’m just tired.. I’ve been working my ass off..not even at 100% and nothing to show for it. I’ve been wrestling injured and sick since last year with no doctor able to figure out what’s wrong with me..just to get this? I pretty much just blew up at everyone backstage Monday, walked out, got on a plane and went home.. :/