cenationarmyleader:

I get it. I do. It’s just a crazy way how the body works. 

I’m sorry for not telling you I’ve been sick but..from now on, will you help me try to recover? :/ At least until they find out what’s wrong with me..

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xthepunkofpersonalityx:

cenationarmyleader:

xthepunkofpersonalityx:

cenationarmyleader:

Phil your body can adapt or won’t. You could be allergic to seafood one minute and the next you can eat it or vise versa. Your body probably missed he protein it needed from the meats you eat. 

You mean…the alternate proteins in my diet might’ve been what fucked me up? Cause I just dropped meat from my diet like that.. It wasn’t exactly gradual. I just quit it all cold turkey. :-\

It can happen Punk. 

Well…that fuckin sucks. :(

I know Punky but that’s how the body works. If your body used to things and you just stop, your body will react/ 

I just wanted to lose weight and stuff. Johnny…not get sick.

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cenationarmyleader:

xthepunkofpersonalityx:

cenationarmyleader:

Phil your body can adapt or won’t. You could be allergic to seafood one minute and the next you can eat it or vise versa. Your body probably missed he protein it needed from the meats you eat. 

You mean…the alternate proteins in my diet might’ve been what fucked me up? Cause I just dropped meat from my diet like that.. It wasn’t exactly gradual. I just quit it all cold turkey. :-\

It can happen Punk. 

Well…that fuckin sucks. :(

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I haven’t seen you do any acting…and maybe it’s a good thing…

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cenationarmyleader:

Phil your body can adapt or won’t. You could be allergic to seafood one minute and the next you can eat it or vise versa. Your body probably missed he protein it needed from the meats you eat. 

You mean…the alternate proteins in my diet might’ve been what fucked me up? Cause I just dropped meat from my diet like that.. It wasn’t exactly gradual. I just quit it all cold turkey. :-\

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xthepunkofpersonalityx:

cenationarmyleader:

That’s very selfish of you Punky. God forbid if you was dying and you didn’t tell me. That wouldn’t been fair on my part. 

…..What if I am, Johnny..and they just can’t figure out what it is?! I’m sorry for being selfish but..I’m legit scared,okay!? I hate doctors with a passion yet here I am seeing one every other week for a different test for an answer.. Just..any kind of answer. And I’m tired… so worn down. Fuck. *sniffles*

Phil please don’t say that. Just don’t. You said you was feeling a bit better from eating meat. Probably that whole vegan thing isn’t for you. 

I’m sorry.. I’ll try not to think about that. But I don’t understand..I was a vegan for awhile before I started getting sick. Well..I started with being a pescatarian then turned vegan along with juice fasting so..I just thought it’d make me healthier in the long run..

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cenationarmyleader:

That’s very selfish of you Punky. God forbid if you was dying and you didn’t tell me. That wouldn’t been fair on my part. 

…..What if I am, Johnny..and they just can’t figure out what it is?! I’m sorry for being selfish but..I’m legit scared,okay!? I hate doctors with a passion yet here I am seeing one every other week for a different test for an answer.. Just..any kind of answer. And I’m tired… so worn down. Fuck. *sniffles*

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cenationarmyleader:

Damn it Phil. You could had told me you was sick. Something could be really wrong with you and you could be…urgh. I mean I support you that you left WWE cause I agree with you on what they’re doing. So many guys working their asses off so they could get overshadowed by part timers. I get it but what I don’t support of you not telling me about your health issues. 

I didn’t want you to worry, John.. I thought maybe if I fixed my diet a little, it might help. I should’ve told you.. So you could help but.. I didn’t want you to feel burdened with taking care of me along with your schedule the way it is.. *looks down*

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xthepunkofpersonalityx:

cenationarmyleader:

xthepunkofpersonalityx:

Sometimes I wonder if I’m making the right decision for myself and my health.. Especially if it means leaving Johnny behind.. :/

Punky, I get it. You’re doing this for your health and you want to get away from…

*frowns* I dunno.. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I’ve been getting all kinds of MRIs and blood tests…I even started eating meat again.. I’m feeling a little better but not much. But, no..I didn’t really want to tell anyone I was sick. Especially since they didn’t give me much time off when I had my knee surgery..

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cenationarmyleader:

xthepunkofpersonalityx:

Sometimes I wonder if I’m making the right decision for myself and my health.. Especially if it means leaving Johnny behind.. :/

Punky, I get it. You’re doing this for your health and you want to get away from this bullshit of what they’re doing. I understand. I mean yes I’m selfish that I won’t have you around me backstage anymore but I want you to be happy again and quitting WWE makes you happy then I’ll support your decision. 

I’m just fucking frustrated, Johnny.. I just wanted one thing before I retired and that was to main event Wrestlemania but no..I got overlooked by a 40 year old that can barely move in the ring anymore.. I’m just tired.. I’ve been working my ass off..not even at 100% and nothing to show for it. I’ve been wrestling injured and sick since last year with no doctor able to figure out what’s wrong with me..just to get this? I pretty much just blew up at everyone backstage Monday, walked out, got on a plane and went home.. :/

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